Whole, Perfect, and Complete

hey sexy.

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 11:42:12 -0400

hey sexy.

hahahaha

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 11:35:04 -0400

hahahaha

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All...

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 11:28:55 -0400

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they’re pretty, even if they aren’t.

Marilyn Monroe

A friend of mine who works for a national newspaper asked me to model for her new article and the concept is about being beautiful despite your imperfections.

Upon hearing her offer, I did not think twice to even decide whether I want to expose my facial skin, i have pimple pits which I’d been trying to eradicate for years. I am now 25 and when I was 23, I made a decision not to stress over it and that what I can offer is more than just looks but substance. 3 months ago. A friend of mine knows that am using this product that have been phased out is available to a certain store really far that I bugged my friends to go and check it out. Then it dawned on me that I am still insecure and its more on psychological than just plain vanity.

to be continued….

When you stay still, you’ll see things clearly :)

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 15:08:04 -0400

When you stay still, you’ll see things clearly :)

It is my possibility to write, but my stop is the fact that I...

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 14:59:33 -0400

It is my possibility to write, but my stop is the fact that I “may” not have the perfect grammar and enough vocabulary to express my point to those whom I intend to present my argument; then it dawned on me that I am this way in other areas. I want to be good in math yet I am stopped buy the fact—-wait! actually it’s not a fact but merely a thought; thought that am

terrible in it; an experience constantly being validated with my examination results in school while I was blindly following school rules thinking that it is the key to a life of abundance (when I say abundance,while in school; I did not even know what that was haha)

Consider that whenever we have a thought and in our head it is so possible, we subconsciously indulge with that thought or possibility, we start creating reasons as to why we “can’t” do this or that. Nothing is wrong with that, in the science of Ontology, it is just how we are designed as human beings.

Next time, when you think of doing something and there’s that clear moment in your head that it can be done; try on not thinking and just take it on by doing. Remember Nike “Just do it”

Being fascinated in fashion is not stupid, for a moment there I...

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 08:42:27 -0400

Being fascinated in fashion is not stupid, for a moment there I believed it is.

I am french! posting for the sole purpose of vanity. I dare to...

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 08:15:06 -0400

I am french! posting for the sole purpose of vanity. I dare to overlook that which I call ego. HAHA.

Chase down your passion like it's the last bus of the night. --Terri Guillemets

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 00:00:00 -0400

Stumbled upon this quote online and it reminded me of the book entitled “The Alchemist” wherein the main character realizes that journey and not the destination is whats making a dream worthy of pursuing. A woman in her mid-20’s wherein her ideals and reality are playing tug-of-war; pursuing ones passion sounds like billion worth of courage and determination.

Thinking ahead and looking back, what would be be ones greatest regret? I can say with full conviction that it is failing to pursue one’s passion, that which make you want to wakeup every morning; which makes life worth living.

Hate.

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 23:45:25 -0400

Have you ever experience hating someone so much, their death would mean happiness to you? and that their happiness is detrimental to your joy? I have.

"Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness...."

Mon, 27 Aug 2012 07:11:10 -0400

“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, the providence moves too. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favor all manner of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamt would have come his way. I learned a deep respect for one of Goethe’s couplets: “Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it!””

You start typing here and ends up copy and pasting it there, you...

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 08:06:15 -0400

You start typing here and ends up copy and pasting it there, you have yourself both the writer and the reader. There you create a world where you have the liberty to pour out your thoughts and not be questioned whether your grammar is correct or not, where what matters is the substance of what is being said, and where your ideals are very much alive. When I say here, I mean Facebook and when I say there, I mean Tumblr and You is I.

Perseverance, nice to meet You

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 07:49:14 -0400

Sometimes you know but you can’t point your finger on which word such understanding should fit, you can blame your lack of intelligence in linguistic arena or just be thankful that you choose to watch a movie with your friends and your friend’s friend who redundantly blurted that word and when you get you just say, ”perseverance, nice to meet you”

"Don’t be intimidated by other people’s opinions. Only mediocrity is sure of itself, so..."

Fri, 06 Jul 2012 02:19:00 -0400

““Don’t be intimidated by other people’s opinions. Only mediocrity is sure of itself, so take risks and do what you really want to do””

- ALEPH

Whole, Perfect and Complete. I think it’s human’s...

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 02:48:00 -0400

Whole, Perfect and Complete.

I think it’s human’s nature to always believe in something, I realized that it is crucial since it gives us that feeling of security, it’s the haven of the heart, the anchor of the soul.

One of which is the belief that there is someone for everyone, I on the contrary believes otherwise. For a moment there, I let myself imprisoned in that idea of being incomplete and that I need the “the one” to fill the void into who I am, it made me feel weak and when I started thinking, i looked inside myself and I realized that maybe not… maybe we don’t need someone to complete us before we can manage to be authentically happy. The desire to be with someone and have the “perfect” relationship is the source of all misery and suffering, you go out there looking for someone to make you happy when in reality, everyone does the same thing. The truth is we are individually possess thepower to be happy on our own, and what could be the best gift of being the source of others happiness and that is only possible when you are overflowing with happiness and love, remember that you can only give what you have and not what you do not have therefore, appreciate that Being that is you which is whole, perfect and complete.

june 11, 2012

"The less you have to keep, the more you have in freedom."

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 03:41:00 -0400

““The less you have to keep, the more you have in freedom.””

- As I grow older, am starting to long for stability, most specially in relationships. I sometimes question why people need to go but I always end up justifying that maybe they’ve already served their purpose into my life and my purpose in theirs.

Given all these positive justifications, I still long for more answers. All my life, I am so used to meeting new people and exploring new places which defies stability since I am constantly moving and technological advancements nowadays helps too yet it is not enough to maintain that bond, sometimes people are just connected but not communicated. Society makes me feel unease with the idea of not having enough people in my life and makes me conform to “normality”, yet I know that it’s just a matter of perspective and mine is this: that maybe, the less people in ones life, the less responsibility (birthday’s, weddings, funerals, etc.) Thus, making life a little easier to manage, doing everything without worrying about your social responsibilities, having the liberty to move from one place to the other without feeling of guilt and homesickness.

yes, i believe that!! its very tiring yet i know that in the end...

Sun, 13 May 2012 07:24:49 -0400

yes, i believe that!! its very tiring yet i know that in the end it will be very rewarding!

Stop Whining!!

Sun, 13 May 2012 05:55:12 -0400

There are times that we are obliged to do things even when we dont want to do them, we whine along the way while doing it. We formulate beliefs that would help us go on or understand why a certain thing happens like ”destiny” “it is meant to be” or “things happens for a reason” and this idea vs. reality.

"Why do people have to be this lonely? What’s the point of it all? Millions of people in this..."

Tue, 01 May 2012 09:26:01 -0400

““Why do people have to be this lonely? What’s the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?”
― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart”

"When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by..."

Tue, 01 May 2012 09:19:18 -0400

““When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.”
― Fiona Apple”

On Loneliness.

Tue, 01 May 2012 08:46:23 -0400

“But even so, every now and then I would feel a violent stab of loneliness. The very water I drink, the very air I breathe, would feel like long, sharp needles. The pages of a book in my hands would take on the threatening metallic gleam of razor blades. I could hear the roots of loneliness creeping through me when the world was hushed at four o’clock in the morning.”
― Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

You can be in a crowded place yet still feel so lonely, like a persistent sickness is all over you and there’s no way for you to shake it off.