Whole, Perfect, and Complete

I thought I lost the passion for learning, I stopped asking questions feeling as if I know enough. That’s what I thought, now I am baffled by certain few questions. 

Blame it on my age or my being naive, but should I wait for someone I love but definitely do not trust? I’ve created plenty of stories in my head, and I constantly look for validation just to find myself disenchanted. That conversation in my head is persistent but I disagreed vehemently trying to salvage “our” relationship. 

Surprisingly enough, I am not as sad as I expected my myself to be, though knowing him made my plans go awry for a while, am glad that I did not invest so much just yet. While I want to work things out with this person, I am also realistic enough not to expect too much.

While I do not know enough, I trust life to provide me answers and that the future will be so much brighter and sweeter, afterall I am very young :)